Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Project!

I love a project.
Today I'm helping my sister-in-law organize her garage.
It's filled with things you think you're going to use again, and never do...
Junk!
And I LOVE to play:
Keep, Trash, Giveaway!
It satisfies my OCD, and gives me a sense of accomplishment!
Plus, it's a free workout.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Early to Rise


Up with the sun-
The birds are certainly happy,
and loud!
I love the smell of morning air,
Wet grass,
Coffee brewing.
With an early start, you increase the life of your day by double!
Finishing an entire days worth of work in the first 2 hours of the morning...
Making the most of a head start.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Dear India...


I’m sure you’re a beautiful country.
Your food, culture and films are lovely.
It’s not your fault that American companies have decided to outsource their customer service…
I know that questions get lost in translation.
But please, put down the script and stop repeating everything back to me.
That is not an answer. It’s my question repeated.
So FUCKING annoying.
Of course, I’m completely aware that the real culprit is the CHEAP ASS,
MONEY HUNGRY, WORTHLESS, AMERICAN GREED-FILLED, CORPORATION that decided to OUTSOURCE in the first place.

Friday, May 17, 2013

21st Century Lifestyle...


300 miles away from home or the office;
Last minute "urgent" work to be done...
The industry never stops!
Pop in to the nearest Starbucks:
Coffee and WiFi ASAP!
With my MacBook Pro, my iPhone and Skype I can conquer anything!
The best part, no one even needs to know I'm on vacation!
Social media, technology and a fast paced lifestyle can be overwhelming...
It can also allow you to live a life ANYWHERE!

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Validation

It takes Faith to release fear, remove doubt and trust that what's meant to be will be...
It's overwhelmingly validating when you're rewarded with a sign that confirms you're on the right path.
No matter how many times I have to relearn this lesson, I'm always grateful when (no matter how unsure I am that I will succeed) I receive another confirmation!

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Creativity and Productivity!

In order to be creative you have to stay productive.
In order to be productive you have to stay creative.
It's a viscous cycle!

Monday, May 13, 2013

Monday Madness...


Schedule meetings,
Return phone calls,
Answer emails,
Run errands,
Preproduction,
Creative writing,
Meditation,
and somehow manage to work in a workout?!
It must be Monday!

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Friday, May 10, 2013

Coffee Thoughts...

People that hover the Starbucks counter carefully observing the barista make their custom coffee creations drive me absoLATTE crazy!

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Last Day In Bliss...

Morning stretch,
Spa Breakfast,
Yoga,
A dip in the pool followed by a hot tub bath,
Steam room detox,
Salt scrub and shower...
Today is the last day of our birthday spa getaway.
I can't wait to come back!

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The Relaxation Continues

I spend the majority of my weeks overachieving... 
This week will not be one of them!
The spa getaway has been EXTENDED!!!

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Spa Retreat

The air is clean,
Sage, lavender, jasmine and eucalyptus awake the senses.
Cucumber and orange spa water invigorate the body.
Morning stretch class, followed by yoga strengthening,
Coffee and fruit poolside.
Spa massage, steam room, sauna and salt scrub!
Another dip in the pool,
Dinner at the steakhouse,
A glass of wine in the hot tub...
Sleep, wake and repeat!
I love a spa retreat!

Monday, May 6, 2013

Non Dairy

I woke up to a painful side-ache...
A reminder that I'm getting older and have to give up some of my favorite foods.
Happy Birthday!
Now, say goodbye to cheese...

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Birthday Aftermath

Wide awake.
Ready to work,
35 years old and I finally figured out how to party like an "aging" ROCKSTAR!
Drink less alcohol and more water.
Stay hydrated!

Saturday, May 4, 2013

If You Have To Work On Your Birthday...

Make sure you have awesome friends who will through a surprise birthday party in your hotel room on tour!
...Looks like my 35th year is off to a wonderful start.
I'm heathy, happy doing what I love and have the worlds best family and friends!

Friday, May 3, 2013

You Cannot Do Everything At Once...


I put too much pressure on myself to do it all.
Classic overachiever-
Thankfully, I'm getting much better at letting go...
And, saying "No."
I can't please everyone, or do everything anymore.
If I don't get to "it" today,
I'm positive I'll make it a priority tomorrow.
...or the day after!

Thursday, May 2, 2013

DMV


Remember when going to the DMV was an all day event?
I'm pleased to report that my Driver's License renewal only took 22 minutes from start to finish!
Thanks to the online appointment I booked!
That and the failing economy-
A sure factor in motivating DMV employees that their job is easily replaced...
All I know is that I got fast service, with a friendly smile.
I didn't even have to retake the written test...
That was a pleasant early birthday present!

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Beach Day! ...again.


I have plenty of work that needs to get done,
But a day in the sun sure sounds fun.
Life is short, and I believe in balance.
So I'm taking a beach day!
Don't judge me...

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Grey LA


Even overcast and gloomy,
LA is a vibrant city.
Everywhere you look tan people casually stroll along in their neon colored skinny jeans, bold patterns and over-the-top designer sneakers...
It might be; "fake" "trying too hard" or "ridiculous."
But it sure makes me smile when the sun won't!
I love LA!

Monday, April 29, 2013

Motivated!


I woke up today with a renewed motivation!
New projects on the horizon,
Plenty of work to get done.
Staying focused and positive is always the way for me...
I'm proud of my past, grateful for my present and excited about my future!

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Travel Days...


Up too early,
I NEED coffee ASAP!
Meet in the lobby,
Waiting for the stragglers...
Airport: TSA... Don't even get me started.
Boarding group 5?!
Which is really 10 after First Class Executive EVERYTHING.
Can't wait to get back to LA!
I HATE travel days.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Utah

Gorgeous mountains capped in snow,
Blue skies stretched as far as the eye can see,
Friendly faces smiling bright-
No alcohol anywhere!

Friday, April 26, 2013

An Orchestra At Night...


Fire alarms ringing every fifteen minutes,
Car horns on Sunset blare so loud-
Helicopters hovering and circling the skies.
I want to go to bed,
But all I do is cry.
No sleep!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Back To Yoga!


Breath in and out,
Bend and stretch,
Release life's shit and really cleanse.
Mind, body, soul-
Yoga is my happy place in LA.
After a busy month,
I'm so glad to get back on the mat!

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Productivity.

Active,

Creative,

Focused,

Driven,

Determined,

Relentless,

Multitasking,

The ability to get things done, in unlikely circumstances.

Results take action!

Monday, April 22, 2013

PAID!


The glorious feeling I get from paying bills.
That wonderful moment when you realize you don't owe anything...
At least for the 16 days before the next bill cycle!
Money coming in, makes money going out, a little easier to swallow.
Work, work, work... Bills, bills, bills.
That's life!

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Flip Flops

Light and easy,
They're so chill,
Summer's near and I feel like getting my feet ready...
So I'm wearing them with my light weight dress pants.
Deal with it!

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Early!

Up too soon.
Not enough sleep-
Work all day and night.
This is going to be a three Starbucks day!

Friday, April 19, 2013

Media Madness!


Nothing to report,
Yet every channel had Breaking News!
Lies, speculation, interviews with "former friends."
Hype, hype, spin, spin.
Oh what a terrible world we live in.
The media is NOT helping.
Rather than make up stories for money, advertising and the "inside scoop."
I wish they'd report REAL news when they know for sure!

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Dance!


Twirling,
Contracting,
Twisting,
Lunging,
Leaping,
Soaring-
Watching Alvin Ailey American Dance Theatre last night reminded me that dance can have many interpretations, but in the end, the utlimate goal is to be moved!
And I was!
Pure joy!

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

East Meets West


Dinner with dear friends from New York and LA-
All of us raising a glass for the first time together;
I've worked with him, he's worked with you, you've worked with me...
But we've never been at the same table, at the same time!
Two coasts collide, with plenty of food, laughter, stories... and of course champagne!
Cheers to lifelong friends!

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Dinner With Friends


I love having old friends visit.
Laughter. Reminiscing.
And with dancers, a lot of reenacting, eating and drinking!
Last night one of my best friends from NYC and his partner took Jeff and I to a delicious, hip new restaurant in West Hollywood called, Laurel Hardware.  
In the grand tradition of Los Angeles eateries, Laurel Hardware had a gimmick...
Can you guys what it is? ...That's right, the restaurant is a located in a former hardware shoppe on Santa Monica Boulevard!
But all gimmicks, hipsters, model/actors, gorgeous (hidden) outdoor patios, pimped out interior and vibe galore aside...
The food was spectacular!  Seriously, there wasn't one course
from the simple, yet adventurous 4 No. menu that wasn't truly tasty!
The entire evening was a success!
I highly recommend Laurel Hardware for your next dinner with friends.

Monday, April 15, 2013

A Blast From the Past!

A visit from one of my closest friends from NYC;
We spent our 20's dancing around the Great White Way!
I moved to LA to continue my career-
He stayed in New York to soar with Alvin Ailey!
The company is performing in LA!
I can't wait to watch him twirl!!!

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Addendum

My trip home also gave me the opportunity to spend quality time with the rest of my family;
Particularly, my sister, niece, mom and dad.
I'm so proud of my sister-
She is raising a magical little girl. Kellyn is smart, outgoing, creative and has a huge personality!
(I'm not just saying this as a love-crazed uncle...)
My sister has survived cancer and continues to fight illness, while renaming strong and active. She is a warrior. I love her, and I'm gratified that we continue to build on our bond.
My mom is a bright light- always supportive, excited and positive about my achievements. She has been my cheerleader and confidante. Our friendship continues to soar. I'm most grateful for our "coffee talks." She's always dropped everything to come to my aid.
Dad- is my hero. He continues to be the constant force in my life. Reminding me, by example, that we can always give, love and do more.
Each trip home, my connection with my sister, mom and dad grows deeper.
I am blessed.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

The Aftermath...


My visit home was (at times) very difficult, heartbreaking and overwhelming.
Thankfully on the last day, I was able to gain a fresh perspective and achieve some sense of peace-
Gram was having a very good day, so I took the opportunity to share with her my deepest gratitude, love, respect and admiration.  I managed between fighting back tears and snot, to inform her that she was (and continues to be) my number one driving force, inspiration and role model.
I would not have accomplished half of my achievements in life, had it not been for her unending support.
I told her what a brilliant mother and grandmother she is, and that I will never forget her spirt.
When she replied, it was articulate, sensitive, gentle, loving, humorous and emotional.  (Everything my grandma had been before Parkinson’s took over her body.)
We embraced for a long time, and I asked her if she could still dance with me.
“Of course” she replied. Grabbed my waist and held on as her feet began to step touch and sway side to side.  I was delighted.
We danced, I cried.
She then stopped, looked down at her leg and started shaking it rapidly,
simulating the movement that takes over when she’s having and episode,
“See, it even helps me dance!”   she said, referring to the disease.
She started laughing and I joined in.
That’s the most inspiring thing about my gram, she never lets life get her down!
I love her so much.  I have great hope and faith that we will have many more dances before the music ends!

Friday, April 12, 2013

A Trip Home- Day 5

The time has come for me to leave,
A lot of uncertainty.
Despite the painful truths of life I enjoyed spending time with my family.
I got to spend quality time with my mom, dad, sister and beautiful niece on this trip which doesn't always happen.
Visiting with my cousins, aunties and uncles...
And of course my BOTH of my gram's and grandpa.
It's brutal to realize the facts of life-
Especially when illness is a factor.
It's hard enough to accept that everybody ages...
Time does not stand still!
Ultimately, I'm so grateful for the time I got to spend here.
There were brutal moments, no doubt.
But I know I've been blessed with a loving family, and I trust in Gods plan.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

A Trip Home- Day 4

I've been working away from my family for 16 years with the goal of manifesting my passion into a career.
I'm so close to achieving my greatest dream, and that moment of accomplishment may not happen in time to share with the one person who has had the most faith and influence on me.
I am so drained. My heart & mental health are exhausted and there is nothing I can do.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

A Trip Home- Day 3

Nothing could have prepared me for this...
The physical symptoms are minor compared to the mental and emotional anguish.
I have so much love and respect for my dad;
courage, patients and faith.
I have so much sympathy for my gram-
She knows the disease is taking over.
I have such disappointment in myself.
I thought my love would make it easier, but I have been tested and failed.
I will try harder tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

A Trip Home- Day 2

Grateful I get to spend time with family.
I forgot how much fun and laughter we share!
I always try to do too much when I come home,
Running around trying to squeeze in everything.
Then:
Parkinson's Disease is ugly and unfair!
I'm frustrated with my lack of patients!
I love my gram more than anything-
Some days she fights;
She is not the same.
Then without warning she's back!
Laughing, smiling, happy.
Her stubbornness never leaves!
I'm grateful for my time home, I just need to work on my tolerance.

Monday, April 8, 2013

A Trip Home- Day 1

I love spending time with my family.
In some regard it's as if time stands still between visits,
And then there are the moments of complete realization-
I've been gone for 16 years.
It happens so fast!
The hardest part is accepting that I made a choice to follow my dream,
Which meant missing out on so many wonderful occasions.
Thankfully, I still have the highlights.
My Gram's diseases is not one of them.
It is taking over her body;
Uncontrollable shaking,
Uneasy walking and speech.
A really bad tremor can last hours.
I can see her mind fighting it.
Her frustration builds.
Her heart and spirit remain unaffected-
That's the hardest part for me to watch.
I cannot change the past,
Nor can I change the situation...
But I can be present and remember to enjoy the positive aspects of the time I have here-
At home, with family and on earth.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Doubtful...

When you remove the element of doubt, all you’re left with is certainty.
I’m sure if I was on trail for a crime I didn’t commit, I’d PRAY that my lawyer could cast a shadow of doubt in my favor-
Aside from that, I have no room for doubt in my life.
In fact, my entire career has been based on the conviction that I could not fail.
Of course I’ve been unsuccessful at achieving every obstacle I’ve set out to conquer...
Nevertheless, I continue to operate on the basis that if I release the fear (or doubt) I will triumph. 

...and with that kind of attitude, it’s DOUBTFUL that I’ll fail!

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Being Gay Is Okay... Even if you're an All-Star!


"No openly gay players in the ranks of pro- football, basketball or baseball?"
Is the first thing I hear this morning when I turned on CNN..
Does that shock you as much as it shocks me?
The year is 2013 right?
It's time for some of these athletic "heroes" to bring their balls out of the closet!

Friday, April 5, 2013

Back On The Road...

A line at TSA,
A line at Starbucks,
A line for the restroom,
A line to board the plane...
My life is full of lines!
Thank God I'm good at choreographing FAST formation changes!
Back to the glamorous life of dance competitions!

Thursday, April 4, 2013

The Aftermath...


Day off yesterday;
Beach, fun, food & booze!
Unfortunately today, I just want to SNOOZE!
The escape was nice while it lasted,
But l've got shit to do!
...and a lot of bills to pay.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Random Day Off In the Middle of the Week!


The sun is out and skies are blue,
LA palm trees sway gently in the spring breeze,
Birds are chirping and Starbucks is calling my name...
This calls for an impromptu trip to the beach!

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Not The Dentist!

Shot, shot,
No sting-
Numb mouth,
No pain!
Hear the drill,
Smell the burn.
Going to the dentist isn't that bad,
Plus I get to leave with a nice bright smile!

Monday, April 1, 2013

ReconNEcT Working! Week 12 & 13

Okay, so sue me!
I'm a little behind on posting my networking updates..
Nevertheless, I have been keeping up with my 2013 goal of sending good ol' fashioned letters.
The past two weeks have been more focused on Passover and Easter, I thought it made sense to reach out to family members.
Last week I reached out to my dads wife, she has been an incredible help taking care of my grandma, and I wanted to share how much that means to me.
This week I'm sending a note to my cousin Shelby for her 20th birthday!
I know she's a different generation, so I imagine a written letter will come as a shock! I'm pretty sure her idea of communication comes in short form Facebook and text message emoji!
Have no fear, I'm optimistic that US mail will never die!
Not on my watch.

April 1st


It's April 1st,
But I'm no fool-
I won't be tricked into believing I just won the lottery or that something magnificent happened to one of my friends or family members...
Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got to go pack for a 6 week cruise around the world!

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Easter

Rejoicing
Praise
Faith
And a ton of cheese...
Because I gave it up for Lent!
Happy Easter.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

It's The Day Before Easter...

And all through the house,
Not a bunny to be found...
Just a bunch of little Raisinets!
Or at least I thought they were chocolate...

A Trip To Ikea...


Always ends with me spending too much money on cheap things!

Thursday, March 28, 2013

LONG Day!


Up too early,
Shot all day,
Accident in the car,
And now I'm ready to call it a night!
It was a VERY long day in LA!

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

I Love Production Day!


Waking up early sucks,
But the adventure that follows is awesome.
Hair and make-up,
Running lines, 
Camera blocking,
ACTION!
And of course my favorite... Craft services!
Don't forget; lighting, sound, cameras, editing, props, etc, etc, etc...
There's a ton of shit to do-
But the end product is always so sweet!

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Morning Hike


The birds are chirping,
No traffic yet,
Even with a chill in the air and a layer of morning fog-
LA is magical.
Surrounded by Palm trees, 
Passing nannies and the morning dog walkers,
Millions of ideas, goal and dreams swirling through my mind...
Climbing the steady hill past all of the celebrity homes,
The view is magnificent at the top,
And my mind becomes clear, focused and ready to greet the day!

Monday, March 25, 2013

Healthy Breakfast


Scrambled egg whites,
Spinach,
Olives,
Dry toast and fruit instead of hash browns...
This is what mid-30's looks like!
Oh well, at least I feel mid-20's because of it.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Note To Self:

While bacon added to every meal may taste delicious, it's not necessarily a healthy choice!
#DietDoesntIncludeSaltyPork!

Friday, March 22, 2013

Scrumptious Scone

Waking up early,
The aroma of freshly brewed coffee is only enhanced by the smell of scrumptious scones baking in the oven!
Firm on the outside,
Moist in the middle-
Farm fresh Strawberry jam!
Today is going to be a great day!

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Smile... The Dentist Isn't That Bad!


Growing up I hated the dentist!
Needles, drills and that awful smell...
As an adult, I love the dentist!
Clean white teeth are a huge part of my career,
So I've made friends with the dentist,
Now if I could just make peace with the price tag attached to my bright white smile.
Like my dentist says, "Healthy gums are priceless for a long life!"
Yeah... but he's not the one paying for it.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

A Grave Production?!

Up at 7am-
Full day of work.
Then-
Shoot begins at midnight.
Up until 7 am!
Talk about a graveyard shift!

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Perspective:

My idea of a budget is only going to Starbucks once a day.
The homeless gentleman's idea of a budget is to use the Starbucks to bathe, brew a Lipton cup-o-soup to eat and refill his environmentally safe mug to drink coffee while he waits for his (non-iPhone) monthly cellular device to charge...
I have a blessed life, and I need to remember that!

Monday, March 18, 2013

RecoNEcT Working! Week 10


This week I'm sending a thank you to a woman who has literally been a Godsend in my life.
My grandma lives 2,000 miles away and suffers from Parkinson's Disease.  Because of the nature of Parkinson's, one minute my grandma shows no signs of being sick, and within seconds she can become completely unable to walk, or function without assistance.
Of course this has been a difficult path for her and our family-
Especially because I live so far away.
I'm only able to help by checking in with her daily via the phone.
Fortunately, my grandma has a group of life long friends that act as her; hands when she can't write, her legs when she can't walk and her company when she gets lonely.
I'm reaching out to one of her oldest friends, who has dedicated her time, energy, love and support to helping my grandma when family is not available.
To put it simply, she is an angel.  We are blessed to have her in our lives.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Wear Green...


I'm not Irish, and I'm not sure I believe in luck...
I'm wearing green to avoid the superstitious people who will try to pinch me!

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Waking Up Is Hard To Do!


Worked all day,
Up all night,
Alarm goes off and I want to cry.
Late to bed and early to rise-
Life on the road,
UGH!

Friday, March 15, 2013

I (Positively) Hate Flying!

I thought if I threw the word positive in my title, I wouldn't come across as a negative whining bitch...
But seriously I despise flying.
I'll give you one reason:
The overweight annoyed business man that is stuck in the middle seat and behaves like it's my fault he doesn't have enough room, and therefore refuse to share the armrest.
When I ask him (kindly) to share the armrest, I'm met with resistance.
"You're small you don't need the extra room, I do."
So just to be clear, because you're obese I have to suffer?!
Yep, that sounds like self-entitled fat American traveler I'm all too familiar with!
Airlines charge money for overweight bags... When are they going to start charging for overweight people who take up half of my seat?!
I'm tired of being punished for eating healthy and exercising!

I (Positively) Hate Flying!

I thought if I threw the word positive in my title, I wouldn't come across as a negative whining bitch...
But seriously I despise flying.
I'll give you one reason:
The overweight annoyed business man that is stuck in the middle seat and behaves like it's my fault he doesn't have enough room, and therefore refuse to share the armrest.
When I ask him (kindly) to share the armrest, I'm met with resistance.
"You're small you don't need the extra room, I do."
So just to be clear, because you're obese I have to suffer?!
Yep, that sounds like self-entitled fat American traveler I'm all too familiar with!
Airlines charge money for overweight bags... When are they going to start charging for overweight people who take up half of my seat?!
I'm tired of being punished for eating healthy and exercising!

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Packing...


I hate to pack.
Primarily because I resent going out of town for work-
But also, I just hate packing.
I wish I was rich like those Beverly Hills housewives,
Then I'd have my maid Thomas pack for me!
See how I did that?
I made my maid a man.
Ugh.
Off to roll my clothes...
I roll when I pack, because it helps prevent wrinkles.
(You can also pack twice as much in one bag!)
A trick I learned from my roommate on tour ten years ago.
She was a bitch, but the bitch knew how to pack!

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Random Note:

Eating an entire bar of chocolate at 10 PM is not helping me stay "camera ready!"

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

NO Time For Stress!


Up at 5 AM for a promo news segment.
Follow up production meeting-
Pre-production for a new TV pilot,
Check-in with manager and agent.
Plan and choreograph for my weekend gig,
Tweet, Facebook, SOCIAL MEDIA!!!
Walk through at a new office space,
Edit and re-write script.
Overwhelmed, but NO time to stress...
All in an LA day!

Monday, March 11, 2013

ReconNEcT Working! Week 9

This week I'm reaching out to a new contact we made in the industry.
He's a talented man, with an arsenal of wisdom and resources!
...and he LOVES what we do at A Group Production.
Hopefully this "old fashioned" note will make a nice follow up impression!

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Spring Forward!


This time change always hurts!
I'm grateful for the extra sun,
But the first night is brutal!
I desperately miss the hour of sleep.
Ugh...
[Hits snooze button, again.]

Saturday, March 9, 2013

The Talent Continues...


Up at the crack of dawn,
Dancers warming up on stage-
How can anyone dance full out at 8 AM?!
Youth.
Ambition.
Drive.
Youth...
The life of a dancer;
Work hard. Never complain. And dance when you're told to!
Another weekend, another talent competition.

Friday, March 8, 2013

Suck It Up!


There are moments in life when a person that has screwed you over in the past, reaches out for help. 
In those instances we are faced with two options;
Respond in a positive manner. Gracefully decline or accept the invitation to get "played" again.
OR
Give them a piece of your mind and tell them to F_CK OFF!
I'm proud of myself today-
I took the high road.  As much as I don't enjoy collaborating with lunatics, I realize that an enemy is more manageable when kept close.
So I had to suck it up and smile.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Meetings, Production, PR... Oh My!


Up at the crack of dawn,
Ready for a full day.
Morning meetings, 
Creatively peeking the interest of “suits.”
Wrap up meeting with manager,
Followed by pre-production work,
With enough time for a “power PR” lunch meeting.
It’s not even 3 PM and I’m ready to go to sleep!
All in an LA days work…

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Social Disease


Blog it,
Tweet it,
Instagram it,
Post it on Facebook,
Pin It,
Upload it on YouTube,
and then start all over again!
The world has developed a social disease-
We don't talk to people, we text them.  We don't have conversations about our families, we share Instagram photos...
I'm guilty of this addiction HARDCORE!
I think I need to take a break from the social media,
Right after I check my Twitter account to see if I have any new followers!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

ReconNEcT Working Week 8


Sometimes you have to reach out to a former mentor and share how grateful you are for their guidance...
Even when that person was a nasty, power hungry, condescending artistic director who loved playing games.
The truth is, this person was extremely talented at their job, despite having any creativity of their own, they really knew how to draw it out of others.
I learned a lot from my time with this person;
I discovered that there is a nice way to get things done, an evil way to say something and how to travel overseas.
So this week, I'm sending an overdue F_ck-off, in the form of a "Thank You!"
See?
Progress.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Long Day

It was a long ass day.
Not even the (2) TWO venti lattes from Starbucks will keep me up tonight!
Probably because the (3) THREE glasses of wine I had at the end of this epic day are making me tired.
Good Night!

Friday, March 1, 2013

Travel Day.

Out the door in time to stop at Starbucks!
Airport is empty-
Speed through TSA,
Get to the gate and run into a friend.
Just enough time for a quick hello!
Time to board...
I appreciate travel days when they're like this!
Hopefully a great sign for a breezy weekend!
Oh, the glamorous life!

Thursday, February 28, 2013

ReconNEcT Working Week 8


The letter writing continues...
This week, I'm sending a fun note to a dear friend that I used to spend every Tuesday night with.
She was my boss first, and we very quickly became friends.
We laughed, we cried, we drank-
I miss seeing her on a weekly basis. We promised we'd stay in touch, and as usual, life takes over and the next thing you know a year has passed.
But a busy schedule is not excuse not to share your love...
If I can't be there in person, I'll send her some love the old fashioned way!
(Don't worry, I didn't spray the card with cologne.)

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Balance.

Working day and night-
Fighting for a dream,
Overachiever and trying to release.
Getting things done is important,
But so is enjoying life.
The harder you work, the more enjoyable the play should be!
Balance.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Overachiever...


Spent the weekend working on a project out of town.
Back in LA with a full work load this week;
Production,
Class,
Meetings and more...
I have a hard time saying no to opportunities. 

Monday, February 25, 2013

Life On The Road...


Bloated and tired,
Irritable would be a gross understatement.
Food full of preservatives-
(No wonder business men and woman are so anxious to tackle people to board flights first...)
They want to make sure they claim their seat(s), armrest and legroom before the rest of us, because they’re so unhappy and obese from eating shit on a daily basis.
The lack of sleep is what kills me.
NO matter how hard I try, I can’t get a good nights sleep in a hotel.
(Not even on vacation.)
My eyes look puffy. You could literally pack for a two week trip with the bags under my eyes!
And I hate to fly.
Ugh, life on the road is no home.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Practice What You Preach.



“Be the change you want to see.”
A simple thought,
If only people listened to it.
Growing up I heard my dad say,
“Practice what you preach.”
I didn’t understand what the phrase meant at the time (most likely because I was only four years old) but the words continue to echo in my ear.
I, like so many people, know I’m perfect.
So when I see myself acting like one of those crazy, out-of-control, unrealistic, overly-emotional, nut jobs... I have to step back and remember that simple (but effective) phrase.
It is not okay for me to drive like an asshole because I’m running late,
And then yell at the soccer mom in her Mercedes SUV talking on her cellphone, while her screaming kids are setting fire to the backseat.
I am every part as guilty as she is to contributing to the road rage in Los Angeles.
The same is true of my relationships;
I cannot hold my friends to different standards.
It’s unfair for me to expect my friends to treat me better than I treat them.
After thirty years, I’m finally ready to listen to my dad.
I’m going to start practicing what I preach.
Even when it’s a HUGE pain in my ass!


Saturday, February 23, 2013

Fearlessness!


Stress and anger;
Charged with fear.
Doubt yourself and you are doomed. 
Anxious to set deadlines and accomplish another goal-
What’s the hurry?
When you finish that “urgent” project,
Three more tasks require “immediate action!”
Release.
Release and breathe,
Practice fearlessness.
The fear is not helping you succeed;
And it is KILLING your creativity!

Friday, February 22, 2013

ReconNEcT Working! Week 7


A friend in need of love and encouragement;
I’m sending a simple reminder of how beautiful, creative and talented she is.
It’s important to share your feelings with the people that you care about.
So this weeks letter is being delivered to a close friend that I see on a regular basis.
While I tell her how special she is every time I see her, I hope that receiving a note will brighten her heart.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

I'm Not 21 Anymore!


Met up with an old friend last night-
We partied like we did fourteen years ago!
Drinks, laughter, dancing, more drinks! 
Scene change, more drinks, dancing, laughter...
Then I woke up this morning with a pounding headache!
I can't party like I did fourteen years ago!

Monday, February 18, 2013

Non Dairy

Life without cheese is almost unbearable;
Creamy, rich, melted and juicy.
I just can't handle the non dairy substitutes.
Except for my vanilla soy latte from Starbucks...
It's SOy delicious!
Bottom line, this non-dairy lifestyle is NOT giving me gas, but it's not giving me pleasure either!

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Thank You Tina Fey via Amy Poehler


I’m currently reading the hilarious (and surprisingly informative) book “Bossy Pants” by the talented and (what’s a better word for hilarious?) uproarious, Tina Fey.
In addition to the side-splitting laughter, I’m also excited to gain some inside perspective on the business of producing a weekly variety sketch show...
My partner Jeff and I have been working around the clock to get our parody television pilot on TV!  We’ve had some awesome accomplishments and opportunities along the way.  Having optioned our show, we’re closer now than ever before.
Because of this, we find ourselves editing our parodies (so as not to piss off the potential cable channel we’re destined to call home.)
The tricky part is staying true to the style and humor that helped us achieve the level of attention and fans that we have...
After all, our fans are the reason we’ve been able to continue producing content, shoot a pilot, appear in magazines and be interviewed on talk shows.  
[Cut to]

Tina Fey sharing a sentiment that Amy Poehler uttered to another cast member while working at SNL, “I don’t fucking care if you like it.”
Yes! That is precisely how I feel.  At this point in my life, I know who I am. I know what I want out of life, and I’m less concerned with what others think of me or my work.
There will be people who will like what we do, and there will be people that don’t. 
I’m focused on doing what I do best, using my voice to entertain the people who do!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Ask And You Shall Receive... Maybe.


There Are Two Ways To Get What You Want In Life:
You can ask for it.
or
You can take it.
The important thing to consider is that if you ask for it, you may or may not receive it.
On the other hand, if you take it, it’s yours!  But you might piss a few people off in the process.
Either way, if you want something in life you have to take action.
If you sit around waiting for “it” you’ll be waiting a long time!

Friday, February 15, 2013

ReconNEcT Working Week 7


This week I wanted to focus on a life-long friend;
We've shared wonderful adventures throughout our lives-
Laughter, sadness, success and setbacks,
Through it all, she has always remained loyal, loving and supportive!
Nothing makes me happier than to share my gratitude in a surprise letter.
Beckie, this one's for you.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Dear Hallmark...


Nothing reminds me of how grateful I am to have a wonderful person to share my life with, than a commercialized holiday that states: If you really love someone you should buy them expensive gifts, shower them with flowers and get fat eating chocolate!
Now if you'll excuse me, I've got some errands to run!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

You Can't Force It...


Lists,
Goals,
Dreams,
Obligations,
Work,
Play,
Creativity,
There's a lot to accomplish each day...
But if you try to force something to happen, chances are the only thing that will happen is a stress headache and disappointment!
I always strive for balance. If I can do a little bit of everything each day I'm proud-
But there will be days when you just can't focus...
I have to remember that it's okay to release the things that aren't working, and come back to them later!
Life is too short to freak out about an unaccomplished goal.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Homophobia at Prom... Really? Still!


It's hard for me to believe that there are still people in this country that (call themselves Christian's) and continue to condemn others.
Homophobia, fear, ignorance...
There are a lot of words to describe these people, but in the end, the word that sums it up best is: HATE.
The following article is almost unbelievable.
Now by "traditional" do you think they mean the kind of Prom where the "jock" date rapes the Prom Queen?

Saturday, February 9, 2013

The Glamorous Life

Another year on tour has begun.
I can tell because I'm sleep deprived,
Hung over,
Bloated,
Craving junk food,
And it's only day 2...



Friday, February 8, 2013

ReconNEcT Working Week 6

How appropriate-
The year I decide to make communicating via hand-written letters a priority, the USPS decides to raise the price of stamps (to nearly half a dollar!) AND if that weren't enough, they're ending Saturday delivery!!!
Nevertheless, I'm sticking to my goal.
It just makes sending a letter that much more romantic and/or thoughtful.
This week I reached out to a close friend that I haven't seen in a very long time. Hopefully it will make her smile.
I'm also sending a thank you to the executive producer of the talk show that Jeff and I appeared on last week.
It's ALL about reminding people that you appreciate them!

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Patience...


Is a vertue I was CLEARLY born without!
I can practice yoga and live all Zen...
But I still get pissed off in the end!

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Zen Needed ASAP


Waking up early.
Laundry list of things to do;
One of them IS actually laundry.
Days like today can be overwhelming.
I could take up drinking in the morning?
No. Not my style.
Brew my coffee, 
Clear my mind-
Make the bed, (I can cross that off the list.)
Get dressed and go to yoga,
Surly meditation will help!
I hope so!
Release the stress...
Breathe

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Again. Step, Kick, Kick, Leap, Kick Touch.


God I’ve got to learn it,
I’ve got to learn,
I teach the class tomorrow night!

Forcing myself to learn someone else’s choreography to sub a class…
It’s not that I don’t enjoy learning dance combinations,
I just don’t enjoy it.
I’ve spent 20 years learning, rehearsing, perfecting and performing other people’s work.
Which has given me the opportunity to start creating work of my own that people hire me for! (Thankfully)
So when I have to go back and learn something a specific way, I turn into a spoiled brat!
Nevertheless, a gig’s a gig! So…
Again. Step, kick, kick, leap, kick touch.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Super Bowl Wrap Up...


I can't tell you who won the Super Bowl,
Or which commercial was the best...
But I can tell you that Beyonce gave a great performance-
Lips in sync and all!

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Game Day!


A bowl full of chips,
7 layers of dip...
Wings, chili and beer,
Men in tight pants always bring me cheer.
Super Bowl Sunday,
I don't care about the game...
I just want to overeat and laugh at the commercials.
Oh and of course the men in tight pants fighting over balls.

Friday, February 1, 2013

February


2013 is in full gear!
February lands with loads of cheer,
It's a short month-
So make it sweet.
Valentine's day is the perfect treat.
I wrote this random poem to say-
Welcome February,
Bring on the gay!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

ReconNEcT Working Week 5


This week I'm sending letters to;
A friend from yoga class, who hosted us in her beautiful home for a day of games, food and gossip.
I'm also sending a note to a wonderful choreographer in the business, with whom I had the pleasure of working with this week on the set of "Bunheads."
One month down, and I'm really enjoying the old fashioned form...
I'm just bummed that stamps are going up again!
Oh well, $0.48 is a small price to pay to tell a friend or colleague you're thinking of them!

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

That's A Wrap!


It's always a blast to be on a set...
Especially when you get to hang out with a group of talented (and hilarious) dancers!
"Bunheads" was a blast!
But all good things must WRAP!
Thanks again Marguerite Derricks.

Monday, January 28, 2013

On The Set...


Early call,
Make up and wardrobe,
Grab some grub,
Sit around, 
Called to places,
A lot of standing... waiting,
Action is called,
The scene comes to life.
Surrounded by talented people,
I LOVE my job!

Sunday, January 27, 2013

action


The art of doing something-
Moving forward,
Creating,
NOT standing still.
Taking responsibility,
In movement,
Making things happen,
Ready to roll cameras on our next parody!
Life is short...
action!

Friday, January 25, 2013

Can We Talk? I Think So!


Jeff and I are so excited today.
We're going to be on a TV talk show promoting our new Outrageously Fabulous parody TV talk show!
Talk about a lot to talk about...
Stand by- Photos from the set to follow soon!
Of course I'll share clips of the segment when that airs too! 

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Rain, Rain Go awa...aaaait A Minute! We Need You!


I seriously question people who live in Los Angeles and say, "I love the rain."
My initial response is always, "Then why did you move to LA?"
If you "LOVE" the rain, wouldn't Seattle or somewhere in Florida be more appealing?
The truth of the matter is that it really doesn't rain often in Los Angeles.
When it does, it only lasts for about three days. 
(Occasionally we'll get a two week downpour.) 
But that only happens once every three years. (My unscientific guess.)
So when you hear rain in the forecast, most people brush it off. 
Especially when just the day before the skies were blue, the sun was out and you were chillin' at the beach enjoying the 80 degree weather! (See yesterdays post.)
Nevertheless- it happens.  You wake up to the harsh sound of droplets pounding at your windows.  For an instance you think you're on the back lot at Universal, and you're stuck on their "rain" soundstage. 
Alas, it is in fact rain!
Naturally I'm in an instant bad mood. UHG! I hate the grey skies, wet EVERYTHING and worst of all the LA drivers in the rain...
But then I remember how much we NEED the rain.  Not to mention how beautiful the city looks once the rain lifts and we're left with a smogless skyline. Plus, we NEED the rain.
So rather than wish it away, I'm going to smile and say thank you...
Oh look, the sun's out!
Thank God! 

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

RecoNEcT Working! Week 4


I'm happy to report that my hand has finally stopped cramping!
This week I sent Thank You notes to two of my friends that hosted me while I was working a gig in Las Vegas.
I also sent a surprise note to my old friend and colleague in New York!
She's a writer, so I decided to include a "quote" for inspiration.
I think this project has been more exciting for me than the recipients of the notes... 

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

January and It Feels Like July!


When it's sunny in LA, get out and play!
The beach is always the perfect option,
Blue skies and 80 degrees in January?!
God I love the West Coast. 

Monday, January 21, 2013

Thank You Mr. President


A country still divided,
Hopefully not for long.
No leader has ever had the blessings of all-
Their ability to soar in spite of that is what makes history.
"Our journey is not complete until our gay brothers & sisters are treated like anyone else under the law..." - President Barack Obama
Amen. 

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Life of A Grape Day 5


Alas-
The expiration date is near.
If you don't enjoy the fruit while it's fresh,
It just turns into a shriveled mess-
And so I say good bye to Fruit of the Loom,
It was a fun gig,
But it's time to return to the life of microfiber! 

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Life of A Grape Day 4


I’ve been photographed,
Pinched,
Laughed at,
and hit on…
I’ve been in this costume so long,
I’m turning into a RASIN!

Friday, January 18, 2013

Life of A Grape Day 3

I'm a grown man getting paid to dress up like a giant green grape-
The people stare and laugh,
"How degrading!" they whisper while they pose next to me for a photo op...
Yes, almost as despicable as you trying to feel me up in a grape costume!

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Life of A Grape Day 2

Squeezed and teased,
On our feet the whole day-
Smiling for flashbulbs,
Laughing at the same terrible jokes;
They think they're being original.
Just take the picture and get on with your day!
I'm already over my life as a grape!

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Life of A Grape Day 1

Up extra early,
Fresh off the vine-
Arrive at the venue,
Ready to make wine.
Producer not here yet-
"Be there in an hour."
I guess the life of a Grape is exactly like the life of an Actor;
You're squeezed & juiced in every direction.
No wonder we're both sour!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

It's Official!


I never thought the day would come-
Make no mistake, my love is, and always has been;
Unconditional and eternal.
It was my approach that shifted;
I grew. Evolved. Blossomed. 
I became fearless in a new way.
I awoke to the truth.
Life is short-
Celebrate the goodness and honor what you have.
Deep, passionate, inspired and full of gratitude!
Yesterday we made it official-
But it was, and always will be my greatest accomplishment. 

Monday, January 14, 2013

RecoNEcT Working. Week 3!


On the heels of the Golden Globes-
I was inspired to write my manager of eight years.
"Thank you" wouldn't even begin to express the gratitude I have for her. 
So I sent a simple note with a quote that let's her know I'm always appreciative.
I also sent a note to a wonderful friend from yoga-
She shared a basket of lemons that brought a zesty smile to my face...
and a ton of flavor to my vodka!

Sunday, January 13, 2013

A Golden Time... Bring on Award Season!


Stars align on a red carpet,
Flashbulbs, camera crews and hosts on E!
Silver and Rust collide for this award show;
Honoring excellence in networking...
I mean talent in the industry.
Celebrities packed in an overcrowded hotel ballroom,
Most getting too drunk- 
Anything could happen with that combination!
The Golden Globes are my favorite to watch,
But when it comes time to win...
I want OSCAR gold! 

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Lemons into Vodka Lemonade!

When a good friend gives you fresh lemons...
Instagram them,
And then make Vodka Lemonade!
Life's short, enjoy the fruits that surround you!

Friday, January 11, 2013

Silence That Dog.


The dog outside has barked nonstop since 7 AM this morning-
It sounds like a big dog.
I imagine a German Shepard,
Trapped inside a 1,400 square-foot condo in the Hollywood Hills.
The constant rasp of his tired voice echoes through the canyon.
Is it possible to sympathize with an animal and want to silence it all at once?
It's owner is the real animal.
Who leaves their dog locked up all day long?
Why can't they be like everyone else in LA,
And carry it with them in their purse?

Thursday, January 10, 2013

OSCAR® Nominations...


My phone rang at 5 AM this morning-
I answered with great anticipation.
It was my manager reminding me that I did NOT get nominated for an OSCAR® again this year…
Apparently online parodies aren’t even considered!

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

RecoNEcT Working! Week 2!


This week I decided to reach out to a close friend & an editor who featured our company A Group Production in Instinct Magazine!
I hope they’re surprised when they open up a hand written note!
Because my hand is already sore from writing them!

Rage!

It starts off slow,
Simmering.
Listening to the untruths-
No use trying to defend yourself,
You're just proving their point.
The heat builds in my stomach,
Quickly rising past the heart.
When it reaches your throat it's too late!
My mouth opens in anger.
The rage has got the best of me...
Again.
Right after yoga too.
People that want to get a reaction usually get what they want.
Forgive yourself and try harder next time.

Monday, January 7, 2013

Fearless


A young boy full of ambition and fearlessness-
Ready to conquer my childhood dreams,
I would move mountains if I had to.
Relentless, driven and full of charisma,
Opportunities arise!
Sixteen years, life takes its toll, and idealism fades,
Daily struggle is for the young?!
No!
Every dream is worth fighting for.
Remember that boy who lived inside?
He's still there full of passion.
Underneath life's lessons and doubt remains the fire-
Reignite it, 
Fearless into the unknown. 

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Silver Dreams


It's already a gorgeous day in Los Angeles.
I sit overlooking the silver shimmer that reflects off of the vast city-
Stretching all the way out to the peninsula where I grew up.
As my eyes scan the land of dreams,
My own childhood desires come speeding back!
I left this city once in pursuit of new discoveries-
Only to return home to finally accept,
I belong here.
My heart yearns for the sun-drenched streets lined with palm trees-
Where stars are more visible in the daylight.
Like an overexposed 80's song,
I love LA!




Saturday, January 5, 2013

Shameless!


Reading about how “shame” effects an artist-
As children we are shamed by people who are afraid of exposing a truth.
Artist’s uncover truth and shed light on uncomfortable subject matter, 
and this is often why some of the greatest works of art receive the most criticism.
Interesting, I’ve been “shamed” a lot in life.
Somehow I’ve managed to ignore it, and blissfully continue creating.
I’m not afraid to be laughed at, if it means I get to do what I love.
I am shameless!
(Right at this moment of discovery while reading the chapter in The Artist’s Way)
I look out from the balcony off my living room and see a 15 story Showtime billboard advertising, ”Shameless.”
Wow! God has an awesome sense of humor! …and sends a clear sign!

Friday, January 4, 2013

ReconNEcT Working!

A new year, a new project.
Like many people, at the start of a new year, I like to set a few goals and resolutions.
Over the past four years, my commitment has included adding one creative project that I would do for the entire year.
It began as a way to stay focused on creativity and positive energy throughout the year. 
(Not just in January!)
For example, this blog.  The goal three years ago was to write a daily entry for a year to ignite my artistic flame.  It worked so well, that here I sit three years later!
This year my objective is to send one (1) handwritten note, letter or card to a friend, family member or colleague every week for a year!
We have become a society overwhelmed with email, Facebook, Twitter and texting.  Our online habits are killing human communication skills.  People stand at parties texting other people at the same party! It's nuts. 
I decided that a wonderful way to show someone you're thinking of them, would be to take the time and energy to hand-write a note and spend the money on a stamp... 
My hope is that it will bring a smile to the person on the receiving end!  In addition, it will encourage me to continue building my networking skills!  I'm calling the project:  ReconNEcT Working!
After all, everything in this world is about networking.
This week, I ReconNEcT Worked with a friend from high school.  Mike Rose and I both went to the Orange County High School of the Arts, and have continued on a similar journey.  
He has a hugely popular web series and is a wonderful performer. 
So Mike, expect a letter from me... It should get there in three to five days!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Back To YoGOD My Body Hurts!

Back to yoga after 10 days off.
Sweat covered mat,
Legs quivering,
Belly rolls,
Twisting sideways-
AHHH!
Tweaked my back...
This is good for me right?!
I'm in pain.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Perfect Taking Risks...

Nothing kills a dream faster than our need to be perfect.
Life is not perfect-
Some would argue (myself included) that the things we appreciate most in life are born from the imperfections.
We will never meet our true potential until we take that leap.
It's a huge risk.
We risk the judgment of others if we fail.
They might say, "I told you so."
They might say we were terrible.
They may even laugh at us-
But there's always the chance that they just might be blown away!
I'd rather look back and say, "Well, I tried that and it didn't work out." vs. "I didn't try that because I didn't want to fail."
I think that would be an epic failure in living a full life.
So here's to a year of "perfecting" my ability to take big risks!



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Out With The Old...

…in with the healthier, more resolved me!

Isn’t it funny how we wait until the start of a new year to decide to do something good for
ourselves?

Naturally I fall victim to the idea that change can only happen in cycles;

I make lists, set goals and strive to be that better person.

Yesterday I sat down with my journal and wrote out all of the things I want to
accomplish in 2013. 

(I’ve been doing this every year for well over ten years, and I’m always focused on setting
goals that are very ambitious.)

Generally I achieve some version of most of them too!

Yet there’s still one goal I write down every year, and work toward it every year, and still
some way or another it alludes me.

So my number one goal, dream, resolution… whatever you want to call it, is to release 
every expectation I have for what the year, month, day or even minute “should” bring,
and stay active and present while “it’s” happening!”
Starting now.

Rather than reedit this blog post (like I do) to make sure it’s perfect, I’m off to join my
family and watch a movie!

Happy New Year.

May all your goals manifest exactly as they’re supposed to.